finally have the guts to post about this.
5/7/2009 (Monday)
You were hospitalized due to lung cancer. having difficulties to breathe. since that day we visit you, i've been trying to put on a brave face in front of my friends so they wont suspect anything.
I got to school normally, hoping i wouldn't break down and cry, but hey, i manage to not let them suspect anything and let them think that probably i was in an emo mood.
giving excuses that i was down due to family matters. which was true, you were my family.
10/7/2009 (Friday)
came back from skl just like any other normal friday.
up until 9:43 p.m, i received a call from Melissa.
"...manju....adrian..." is what she said, and i knew.
i remembered the time when we just met. u were introduced to me by Melissa. that was 3 yrs ago. since then you were like my big brother.
now.... why the hell now?!?
i dont get this no more why did adrian have to go he was so young i dont fucking get this. i cried myself to sleep for the past 2 nights since he passed on. i cant take it no more. i wish i was a little kid so i didnt no what this means but i am older now & it sucks but i am glad that i had the opportunity to spend time with you, with all our friends together. we all miss you & love you!
We will never forget you. Ever :)
where's the good in goodbye
R.I.P Adrian T 10/7/2009
i love you & miss you so much!
i dont know anymore all is what i can really do is cry. i am just sick of crying
i cant take it anymore.
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5/7/2009 (Monday)
You were hospitalized due to lung cancer. having difficulties to breathe. since that day we visit you, i've been trying to put on a brave face in front of my friends so they wont suspect anything.
I got to school normally, hoping i wouldn't break down and cry, but hey, i manage to not let them suspect anything and let them think that probably i was in an emo mood.
giving excuses that i was down due to family matters. which was true, you were my family.
10/7/2009 (Friday)
came back from skl just like any other normal friday.
up until 9:43 p.m, i received a call from Melissa.
"...manju....adrian..." is what she said, and i knew.
i remembered the time when we just met. u were introduced to me by Melissa. that was 3 yrs ago. since then you were like my big brother.
now.... why the hell now?!?
i dont get this no more why did adrian have to go he was so young i dont fucking get this. i cried myself to sleep for the past 2 nights since he passed on. i cant take it no more. i wish i was a little kid so i didnt no what this means but i am older now & it sucks but i am glad that i had the opportunity to spend time with you, with all our friends together. we all miss you & love you!
We will never forget you. Ever :)
where's the good in goodbye
R.I.P Adrian T 10/7/2009
i love you & miss you so much!
i dont know anymore all is what i can really do is cry. i am just sick of crying
i cant take it anymore.
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